So-sial media

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Kadang2 gua suka rehat untuk beberapa waktu.
Rehat from social media.
Dah banyak gua fake smile daripada ceritakan rabak dan koyak.
Sedih dan pedih.
Tapi nak buat macam mana.
That is the only platform nak 'socialize' dalam 'society'.
Jomlah pindah ke pulau takde orang. Minding our own business.
Gittuw.

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