Pernah

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Tak pernah aku ceritakan kisah hidup aku yang ranap dan koyak.
Rapuh dan hancur.
Pernah aku kutip balik hati sendiri yang dah bersepai.

Few months tak selera makan.
Few years hidup dengan suicidal thoughts..
Hancur.
Luluh.
Kosong.
Tanpa dia.

Tapi macam biasa.
Semua assume aku baik2 sahaja.
Hidup aku okey.
Chill.
Selalu positive.
Rilek.
Cool
Macam takde masalah.

If only you knew how much i struggle to fit in.
Aku lah manusia paling emosi.
Paling sensitif.
Paling baran.
Paling degil.
Sebab after all-- Aku pun manusia  :)

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