Ed

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In my early age of 20s, I was being told that my opinions dont matter when all i've ever wanted is just for my voice to be heard. I was being told that my presence doesnt make world a better place when all i've ever asked for is to be accepted as a normal human being. You see people. You dont need anyone's validation or approval to be who you are today. I've been trying so hard to please everyone but i ended up not liking myself. Your willingness to be seen or heard (so called vulnerability) is not one of your weaknesses.

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