Ethimus

Kau tahu apa benda paling gila aku pernah buat? Jatuh cinta. Aku hilang kau. Aku hilang seluruh jiwa aku. Tak sangka aku mampu bagi seluruh jiwa dekat orang lain. Sayang? Rindu? Kadang-kadang. Entah. Entah macam mana rasa cinta lepas kau takde. Gila. Memang gila.

In my early age of 20s, I was being told that my opinions dont matter when all i've ever wanted is just for my voice to be heard. I was being told that my presence doesnt make world a better place when all i've ever asked for is to be accepted as a normal human being. You see people. You dont need anyone's validation or approval to be who you are today. I've been trying so hard to please everyone but i ended up not liking myself. Your willingness to be seen or heard (so called vulnerability) is not one of your weaknesses.